WingLT

Deep Dark Whole

2004-09-24T23:02:29Z

Ok get this... I was right... Sheldon tried to force himself to breakup with me because he didn't want to see me hurt... We talked and made up right... Just when things were going good again, he even turned back into the old Sheldon... But as usual it didn't last very long... As Sheldon wants to breakup with me again... It seems that his mom keeps jumping down his throat everyday when he comes home from work, and now I'm mentioned in the conversation... Sheldon said that she cursed me out and stuff... And of course Sheldon can't handle the pressure so he broke up with me... Dude it sounds like Sheldon is a baby if he can't handle pressure... And he wants to breakup with me so it would stop...Which proves that he doesn't really love me then... Heck he's not even a real man if he does this shit!

So now again I was sucked into this deep dark whole... Almost like a pit, and I can't get myself out of it... What can I do? Nothing... I can't do anything but except the fact that I'll be alone for the rest of my life... No friends, no boyfriend... Heck I know where my life is headed... A grouphome! LOL It's actually kinda funny... Cuz I know I can't live on my own by myself... So I know where I'm going... lol... What can I say? It's the cold hard truth... I've already excepted my fate...

Fantasy Land

2004-09-15T03:16:03Z

See I have the feeling that the reason why Sheldon wants to break up with me is because he doesn't want to see me upset or hurt at the fact that I won't really be seeing him... Because he's working so much... And that he's upset about this just as much as I am... Just a feeling...

I mean come on! He said he wanted to marry me two weeks ago! Don't you find it strange or fishy? I sure do... I seriously dought that he stoped loving me after going out with him for 2 years and 4 months... Something must be going on... I know it's because of work... But I think it's about what I just said too.... I'm suprised that I haven't went into the hospital yet from all of this...

But he says he wants to be friends... I said No... Because all the friends that I had- backstabbed me... So I learned the hard way that I can't trust anyone anymore... lol At one time I was happy... I had a few friends that I cared about, and Sheldon... But in the end they all turned on me... And I don't get it... I haven't even done anything wrong...

Well it doesn't matter now... lol I guess from now on I'll live in Fantasy Land lol... Or Anime Land... I'll just watch my Anime Collection to take away my pain... Whenever I watch my shows I calm down...

My Life Is Over

2004-09-14T05:46:12Z

I'm still confused about what is happening... Sheldon says that it's because of work that he wants to break up with me... It looks like he loves work more then me... And it seems that he is not willing to find another job (even if it would be less pay) to stay with me... It also seems like money is everything to him...

For a few days now I haven't been eating good... I know that I would never find someone else like Sheldon- that would love me for just who I am, and willing to except my medical problems... Plus no one would want to go out wih a cry baby...Like me... Cuz that's what I am... So basically my life is over... I have no friends, and I guess it's a good thing... Cuz all my past friends backstabbed me really bad... There's no way I could be friends with Sheldon... It would hurt too much... My heart is already torn in two... And I don't understand it because just two weeks ago we were talking about marriage... But I guess he loves work to the point where he would breakup with me...

Samething Only Worse

2004-09-12T21:32:24Z

Hey this is cool... I've just learned the features for LiveJournal... Anyways things are not going so good for me... I've been skipping meals, losing weight now in the process... And sleeping almost all day.... And staying up almost all night... heh I've gotten used to it now... LOL I like staying up all night while everyone is sleeping... My life and no one else's... It's not like anyone cares... My so called boyfriend Sheldon doesn't love me anymore... It's gotten to the point where I can't tell if he loves me or not to be honest... He jumped down my throat all week this past week... Then he tells me that it's because of work... Said that his boss might cut his pay and give him less work... Ok whatever that DOESN'T MEAN YOU JUMP DOWN MY THROAT! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!

Then we have ourselves a nice little conversation... Again made his stupid promises... [ Oh I'll always be there for you... I'll always be there to listen to what you have on your mind... I love you very much... ] Blah Blah Blah...

So after the conversation I thought everything was fine again... WRONG! The next day he comes to me and says that he will be working all weekend... Meaning just like last weekend... So I wouldn't see him for 3 WEEKS! Now after the conversation we had- I took his words... And told him what was on my mind... That I'm upset that I won't see him... Of course he takes back his words that he told me in the conversation and gets pissed off at me, and again he hangs up on me on the phone...

He says I don't understand cuz I don't have bills to pay... Not only that but he calls me a LAZY ASS! He says I'm not trying to get a job... Oh if I wasn't trying to get a job- then I wouldn't of called for a job coach! DUH!

I hate it when he tries to say something that isn't true... It gets me upset... Then of course to top it off- he says IT'S OVER... And as usual I didn't even do anything wrong... So yup I've been crying all week...

I Can't Take It Anymore

2004-09-06T00:58:11Z

Yes I know I haven't updated in a while...But now I'm stressed out to the limit and I can't take it anymore... Sooo here I am writing down what's on my mind...*Sighs* I don't think me and Sheldon are going to last very much longer...Our relationship goes up and down like a roller coaster... For some time now we were talking about marriage...Yes the big M word... We were talking a lot about it and were actually planning on getting married next June... Looks like that isn't going to happen now...

Sheldon makes promises and then later on breaks those promises...Then when I get upset about it- he then gives me a attitude, and starts hanging up on me on the phone... He expects me to not get upset about things, and it's starting to hurt now... Cuz I don't understand it at all...

Ok this weekend on Saturday we were suppose to hangout...He suggested it and so we made plans... Then at last minute he changes it, and decides to fix his friends computer instead...And cancels our plan... He said that he would try to make it so that he could work on the computer and then hangout... Then he never called up, so I called him...He said he couldn't make it cuz he had to do some other stuff too... So again I got upset about it... And then he starts giving me a attitude and hanging up on me... Which gets me even more upset... Why is he doing this? Why? He expects me to take in the attitude and not get upset about it? And of what happened too? Dude that's not right! I didn't even do anything wrong...Yet he says I'm bossy all the time... Maybe he should think about that then...

Here's a question for ya all... Why would I be bossy? Here's the answer - maybe it's because he's always giving me a attitude and breaking promises...I don't think he ever thought about that...And so it just gets me even more upset...

It's amazing cuz just these past few weeks we were talking about marriage and everything... So now he's ignoring me and shit... And again I didn't do anything wrong!

What can I do now? Where can I get some advice? I mean I have no friends to go to now since they all backstabbed me... I go to bed crying now... And that's not good cuz I have to be careful about my seizure disorder...

Updated Picture and Other Stuff

2004-05-11T22:52:18Z

Yup... I've decided to update my picture... Of course I did this a dew days ago, but then forgot to say anything about it until now...

Oh yeah I've been downloading ringers and screan savers like crazy... I have like 15 of mix of them already... Ranging from Anime related stuff... Right now I have a whole Yu Gi Oh theme on it...

Oh yeah my life has been somewhat stressful again... *Sighs* It never ends...
This time it was me and Sheldon argueing... See Sheldon first asked me if he could go to a night club and party last week... Now we've had this type of conversation before... We agreed that it wouldn't be fair to go to such things because I'm not of age to go to that stuff yet until I turn 21... But now all of a sudden he wants to go... Why? Why though? He only has one friend... And his name is Nick... Nick was the one who asked him if he wanted to go to a night club... And of course Sheldon said yes to it... And it's not fair... What? Oh he can't wait until I turn 21? Comeon it's really stupid... Oh and also for a fact that the night club he wanted to to to with Nick happened to be a GAY CLUB... HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Now of course we argued and talked... Till finally he said that he wouldn't go...(Plus when he really realized what he was about to do - going to a gay club) That's part of the reason why he didn't go... Now just when I thoguht it was all over with- Nick and him decided to say some jokes about the whole Night Club issue...Like ( Oh Lauren do you get jealous when Sheldon wants to go to a night club? ) And that was Nick who said it... Of course Sheldon said some stuff too but not as bad as that one... Sooooooo at this point I'm just really stressed... Now Sheldon doesn't want Nick to hangout...mmmm Ok that's his choice then... Anyways I bet that the issue will come up again...

And even more bad news is that me and Sheldon had another arguement... Ok listen to this... He has a full van load of kids that he has to watch right? Anyways there's one kid that really flips out... Kicking, screaming- everything... Sheldon- sits on the floor of the van and handles her... THE FLOOR! Dude that isn't safe! He should be seated and buckled! What if something happens?! He'll go flying! And get hurt! Now all I did was tell him that it isn't safe, and give him some advice about it... And guess what happened... He gives a fucken attitude and says ( Don't tell me how to do my job) Dude I wasn't even telling him how to do his job! Starts saying shit about me and everything...

Then I asked him if anyone of the kids could sit up front... And he says no because they are underaged... And I was like Ok... Then I asked him why our boss wouldn't put that one kid on another van - or harness... And then he starts up again with the attitude and shit... Then at one point he says that he doesn't have teenagers on the van... And I was like HUH?! Oh you do have a few teenagers eh?! Then why can't one of them sit in the front seat while you sit in the back?

Then again he flips out (probably because I caught him making cover up stories) See- Sheldon is known for this and then it gets me pissed off... I'm also pissed off at our boss too because he put too many kids on the van and that's why Sheldon can't seat anywhere in the back...

I'm sooooooo stressed at this point....

New Cellphone...

2004-05-07T17:19:21Z

What if I told you that I'm getting a new cellphone? You would probably be jealous right? lol Yes I'm finally getting a cellphone after not having one for 3 months... During that time I was going crazy without one... Well I'm going to get the Sanyo RL 2000... Yeah it's kinda a old phone but hey- it has everything that I want... Such as being able to download ringers, screan saver, Interenet Access, plus AIM... I'm going to get the phone tonight...

Yeah tonight me and Sheldon are going to the mall which is where I'll get the phone... We are also meeting Nick there too - to celebrate is B- Day... He's 24 now...

Soooooo other then that nothing much is going on...

Oh and by the way I found a perfect site to download ringers and screan savers for the phone... It has tons of ANIME on it!!!!!!! Goodie!

Anyways here's the link... http://www.3gupload.com/index.php

It's Been A Long Time

2004-05-04T18:25:43Z

Yes it sure has been a long time... I'm sorry that I haven't updated the journal for so long... It's because for a long time- I've been very depressed... Only just recently I've been feeling a bit better about myself...

*Coughs* Ok I'll do a recap of the past months... Ok a few new things have happened in my life... Both good and bad things... Well for starters- I now have a job... Yes after the 2 years from graduating HS I finally have one...

Ok Sheldon works for a bus company as a aid... He talked to his boss about hireing me... Sooo I started my first job as a bus aid in January... Now things didn't go well at first... As I needed to get used to it, plus working with little kids... Now me and little kids don't mix well... So it took me a while to get used to them... I walk them to the van, and buckle them up in their seats... Once we get to the school I unbuckle them and the teachers walk them to the school...And this is the same pattern for when we take them home... I work from 7:30 to 12:30...And then I'm home for the rest of the day...

Ok yes I'm sure it's a shock to you all... lol

Ok going on to other things now...

The group... Yeah the group- things are still not going well... As a few weeks ago Bobby blamed me and Sheldon for something we didn't even do... He says that we've been sending Patty e mails and such... What's even worse is that his parents called up Sheldon and blamed him... This got me pissed off...

Ok so a few weeks ago me and Sheldon saw him in the mall... I played it cool and said Hello and " Can I talk to you?" After that- Bobby then flipped out and told us to "Get out of my sight" Yelling and screaming at us... Then he walks off with his other friends... By this time tears were flowing down my face... I was silently crying concontrolible... It was like this for most of the night at the mall... I didn't even want to eat dinner... So I had to force myself to eat just so I could take the seizure meds...

Luckily enough me and Sheldon ran into Lauren K and Matt... As soon as I saw them I just started crying again... We told them what happened and stuff...

Sheldon and I are lucky to hangout with them since we only see them once in a blue moon...And even with them... It's hard trying to build a friendship because of what happened in the past... Plus the fact that Lauren K's mom doesn't want me coming over to the house...

*Sighs*

Well I am glad to say that Sheldon and I have met a new friend... The first friend in a long time... His name is Nick... A good guy... He likes computers and also like Yu Gi Oh too... And he's 23! going on 24 this week... I guess alot of people over 20 do like Yu Gi Oh... :) Anyways we hungout with his this past Friday... It was fun...

For other news- I've been reading a few stories on ff.net from Zatken... I love his stories... When I'm reading them it gets my mind off from other things... Man he's a fast writer! But I'm a fast reader too... But honestly though- his stories are really good! I only read his stories! I've tried reading other fan fics but they are just not as good as his... I look forward to reading more stories from him like the Battle of Lost Souls...

Oh yeah I've been reading his online journal and came across these Questions for fun.. So I decided to post it here too... Have fun!!!!!!!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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Sick

2003-09-12T05:43:51Z

Well I still have my cold...It's not a bad cold, but it's still a cold...Thing is it's hanging on me...I'll probably have this for another week...

Well because of my cold I haven't been able to do much....I feel so lazy...

Well that's all the news for now...

Cold

2003-09-09T20:46:27Z

Well it looks like I'm getting a cold...It actually stated lastnight with my nose...Samething today only now I have a headache...So by tomorrow bet my cold will be worse...Why did I have to get this crap? I just had a cold in June...Grrrrrrrrrrrr

I'm feeling very lazy now as well...

Need To Do Some Changes

2003-09-09T03:58:47Z

Well my Fan Art section is up on my webpage- however it looks like I should make a actual website...I will keep you all updated about it....But um yeah I'm going to start a website...Comcast just isn't working out...

But anyways check out my pics on my webpage...

Well in other news last Friday Sheldon came over...My dad took us to Wal Mart and stuff and Sheldon bought me a pack of Yu Gi Oh cards...I got Toon World now to add to my collection... :) For the rest of the day me and Sheldon just hungout...

Saturday was mmmmmm boring...Nothing much happened....

And yesterday was my aunt's B-Day and once again me and Sheldon were the DJs for it...Again no one danced...The party was kind of boring...

Today I was busy doing stuff for the Fan Art section of my webpage....

And that's about it...

Paint and The Virus!

2003-09-01T05:50:49Z

Well we all had a group meeting on Friday at the mall...Bobby was there...So just me, Sheldon and Bobby hungout...Bobby gave me a Backstreet Boys cd...Really cool...Sheldon bought me 5 Yu Gi Oh packs of cards...Now I have almost 200 cards... :D I also got the new Shonen Jump issue 10...

(Now this is where everything turns into chaos)Lets see Saturday Sheldon came over...Then everyone went to Big L's house...Big L is my brotheranlaw's father ok...Anyways it was his B Day so everyone was invited over to the house for a party...I was expecting to have a good time but everything just went reverse...Mellony is Big L's wife and is my brotheranlaw's step mother, since my brotheranlaw's parents divorced a while back...My brotheranlaw's name is Larry...Anyways mmmmm Mellony's father is um dating our lanlord (Yes we are renters)And this is even more strange since her father is datring our lanlord and she also was there at the party...

Dan just happen to overhear someone joking around about us...Heard someone say " Oh isn't the rent due soon?" So that really got my family mad, even me...And we all felt uncomfortable...Sooooooooo we didn't stay very long at the party...This wasn't Mellony nor Big L's fault..It's just that their other company were really rude...

Well I'm guessing you guys want to know why I didn't update in 2 days? Weeellllll this is real easy to explain...You all know I was going to fix my Paintshop...Welllll what was suppose to be a simple task- turned into a nightmare! Well I decided it was best to just redo everything...Clean my comuter, save everything to disks, and then put XP on my computer...Well it all started when I was trying to save everything...It took 2 hours! Since I wanted to save all my favorites for explorer*Screams!* It was impossible! So Sheldon saved everything and then transfered it to Dan's laptop...Since we have a router...

Ok now it was the bootup disks...It took 5 tries to get it up...That's another 2 hours...Then we installed XP another 30 minutes...Well everything seemed to be running smoothly...My dad and I took Sheldon home...

Now this morning when I tried getting on the internet it wouldn't come up...I keep resetting the router and the cable modem but it would let me be online for like 3 minutes- and then it would just turn off on me and I would get the "Can't display page" It did this all day today...

Weeellll me and Dan found out that it was because I had the WORM on my computer...See a few days ago Dan had the virus on his laptop...He thought he deleted it and was gone...Well it wasn't...And when my files were transfered to the laptop- my files then got infected...And so then my computer got it once my files were transfered back...

Lets just say that everything went wrong! By this afternoon I was actually crying...Oh yes I panik when something happens to my computer because then I can't get online...

Well so we thought that then we would have to redo the computer again, and this time I wouldn't be able to save my files...Oh I really fliped off the wall knowing this...But then Dan went onto Microsoft's Website to learn my about this new virus and what we could do to stop it...Well we used a patch on both the computer and the laptop...

It's been 3 hours now and they work fine...(for now anyways)

*Sighs* My weekend was ummm horrible...

Soooo that's it...All the news for now...

Paintshop

2003-08-28T22:00:57Z

I really hate to say this but mmmm I have no choice...Well the reason why I haven't updated my webpage yet- is because 1. There is something wrong with my Paintshop...When I want to save a picture it doesn't give the proper formats such as GIF(.gif) and such....It only gives the bitmap as a selection...So whichs means I'm missing some formats...I can't save a picture to bitmap because then I can't use it on the webspage because the internet only uses .gif or .jpg...So which means I have to somehow fix Paintshop...*Sighs* This is very freaken annoying!

Well other then that- nothing else has happened today...

My Gamecube

2003-08-27T20:15:49Z

Well I actually played my Gamecube for once...Been a long time since I played it- like Janurary! I played my Sonic Mega Collection...I love these games...I used to play them a lot back in the day when they first where on the Sega Genesis...Sonic 1, 2, 3, Sonic & Knuckles, Spinball, 3D Blast...Really great games...I'm glad that they were transfered to the Gamecube...

The reason why I haven't played my Gamecube in so long is because my tv doesn't have the audio, and video ports...Whichs means I need to get a new tv, so I can play my Gamecube in my room...Right now I just hooked it up to the tv in the living room...

Heck the new tv I want has to have the HD, flat screan, and surround sound...Hehehehe...

But I guess for now my Gamecube has to stay where it is for now...

In other news Bill found my webpage! Wow I'm suprised...However I'm guessing that Lauren K or Bobby told him about it...I have a few plans for my webpage...But until I get a scanner I can't do anything yet...What I really want to do is make a website, however I would have to pay for a web builder and stuff...And that is money that I don't have...I was able to make a webpage because since I'm with comcast and have the cable modem- they also give a certain amount of webspace as well, along with a quick guide in making a webpage...This was how I was able to make my 2 webpages....2 because my Yu Gi Oh page is linked to the introduction page...I will be making for webpages as well based off from Anime, my Gallary and such....Once I get my darn scanner!

Oh well you guys will just have to wait then... :D

Well that's all the news for now...

Bought Cards

2003-08-27T03:49:47Z

Well I bought some Yu Gi Oh cards in a lot of 25...Now lets see if I have any good luck...I'm hoping that I get some good cards...Well they will be coming in through the mail in about a week...Can't wait!

Found A Old Online Buddy...

2003-08-27T01:32:13Z

Darn I should of wrote this before- oh well! I'll write it now...Yesterday I checked out Lost's old board and then came across a topic that he made...Well in the topic he told everyone that he had a journal and stuff...Sooooooo I decided to check it out...Boy was he suprised... lol ...

Lost- Well not alot of things happened in my life...My life is so boring...However I do have a boyfriend now...His name is Sheldon...We see each other on the weekend...I also hangout with a group of kids as well...Well actually me and Sheldon hangout with them...I might as well mention their names as well, since I do talk about them a lot...Lauren K, Bobby, and Matt...Yeah it's a small group...Oh and the reason why I put a K after Lauren's name is so that you don't get confused since my real name is Lauren also...Strange eh...And I also believe that Bj's name is Lauren too... lol Congrats you now know 2 Lauren's lol...

I also talk about my family as well...Rybon and Larry my sister and brotheranlaw, Doug and Dan my brothers...And then there is mom and dad...And that's preety much it...I'm just giving you a introduction so you don't get confused... :)

Well in other news I also discovered that BJ has a journal too...Well I'm just a bit suprised that I found 2 old online buddies... :)

Boredom

2003-08-27T00:36:10Z

Well today was another day of boredom...I've been on the computer most of the day...Window shopping on E Bay and downloading some Yu Gi Oh episodes...Speaking of Yu Gi Oh I have to collect more cards...I have about over 100 cards already, but there are some cards that I want to get so I have to keep collecting...I also have to build my own deck...A deck that would have some of my personality in it...If you are a duelist then you know what I mean...

Within this month Sheldon will get me a scanner...Once I have my scanner I'll be able to post drawings and such...So this will be the first time to see some of them...This is also why I couldn't do anything on my webpage...So you guys will have to wait a bit longer...

In other news Yu Gi Oh episodes 125-129 have been subbed...So hopefully this week I've be able to download them...In the meantime I think I'm going to buy the series 1-124 subbed on dvd...Note that these are Hong Kong Bootlegs...But hey this still gives me a chance to see the series uncut....I'm also planning on buying The Movie subbed as well...

Yes I have a Yu Gi Oh craving... Most of the time I look at Yu Gi Oh pictures...*drowls*

Well that's all the news for now...

Webpage!

2003-08-25T19:21:54Z

Well for the first time ever I made a webpage...It looks kind of plain...I'll be working on it this week and stuff...Thing is I don't know where to start first....*Sighs*

And the address for it is here http://home.comcast.net/~magicalwinglt/Page1.html

Well enjoy!

Stuff I Really Want To Do...

2003-08-24T20:27:58Z

Well yes we all know that I lead a boring life ok...Do you guys really think I like this boring life? No I don't...I don't like it at all...And as a matter of fact there are some stuff that I do want to do...

Most Anime fans go to the Anime Expo or the Anime Conventions...I've been wanting to do this for a long time...Being able to go to some of these conventions...It would be like a dream come true...

I also wanted to go to the Yu Gi Oh World Championship in NY on August 10th...Being able to finally go against some real duelist playing the Worldwide on the GBA...Or going to the tornaments...

These are some of the things that I want to do...And since I live in NJ it should be easy for me to go to some of these things in NY...However it isn't, since I have no transportation...And I know for a fact that my parents would never take me...And they would never allow me to go with just Sheldon...

This has been bothering me for a while now knowing that I can't go to some of these events...I wish I could though...

In other news...The group finally got back together again on this past Friday...Lauren K and Bobby came...We had fun this time...We also didn't split up which is a good thing...In the past the group always split up, and it always bothered me...

Bobby also told everyone why he felt uncomfortable being with us before...He's dating another guy...That's why...

It really doesn't matter that he's going out with a guy... Bobby will always still be my friend...And the group's friend...I see nothing wrong with the fact that he's dating a guy...I think I might ask him to invite his friend to the group meeting...Whenever we have it again...Probably this coming Friday again...

I hope the group stays together this time also...

Well that's all the news for now...

Wow An Actual Update...

2003-08-21T01:07:14Z

No I haven't forgotten to update- it's just that I haven't felt like updating until now...

Nothing much has happened in my life for me to update the journal...

Last month was Doug's graduation party(from college)...Everyone was invited to it...Me and Sheldon had a blast...We were the DJs...We provided the music and everything...However no one danced...Only a few did- and that got me mad because I wanted everyone on the dance floor...

In other news just recently last Saturday I went to visit Team Randy...Yeah I hungout with Team Randy for once this summer...Team Randy went to the New Egypt Speed Way(for short it's a place where race cars race- mostly it's for race car fans)

So yeah I went with them...I talked to Bill and Judy...Matt wasn't there...I'm not suprised...Bill told me something interesting...We started talking and the names Lauren K and Matt came up in the conversation...He said that Lauren K said that she's been hangingout with me and stuff...I was um shocked, and told Bill that" Bill I hate to say this but I haven't seen Lauren K nor Matt for 4 months now" Bill and Judy were a bit shocked by what I said...So it looks like Lauren K said some lies again as usual...

All in all I had a good time although it was very loud hearing the cars race...

In other news I have gotten alot of Yu Gi Oh stuff...I gotten Yu Gi Oh dvd volume 10, a Yu Gi Oh Millennium Puzzle Necklace, and a Yu Gi Oh Dog Tag Sagie The Dark Clown, and coming in the mail a Yu Gi Oh Dog Tag Yami Yugi...(which is very hard to find)...

Well that's all the news for now...

Past Away...

2003-07-07T20:05:00Z

Damn I've been forgetting to update...Sorry guys, but some things have happened during the past 2 weeks...

The one main reason why I haven't updated anything, is because Sheldon is going through a bad time now...Sheldon's father past away last week...Sheldon's father went into the hospital and then last Tuesday morning he past away...

I've been hanging out with Sheldon a lot, going to the mall and stuff...Right now it doesn't seem real yet- that his father died...I've only seen his dad 3 times...*Sighs*

Sheldon came over for July 4th...Rybon, Larry and the kids came over as well...Larry soon went to work, so he had his own car...Rybon had the van, she and the kids stayed longer....

We all went to the boardwalk for maybe an hour...And then we had to go home for dinner and stuff...So nope we didn't stay for the fireworks...

Around 8:30 Rybon and the kids went home...Dad and I took Sheldon home around 9:30 as usual...

This past weekend on Saturday my parents, me and Dan went to Rybon, and Larry's house to wallpaper the dinning room...We were there all day, and didn't get home till about 11:00...

Sunday was boring...

In other news my family is having Doug's graduation this coming Saturday...It's going to be a blast...Right now I'm downloading a bunch of party music for the party...The party will be about 5 hours long...So I'm going to need a lot of music...

Well that's all the news for now...

My B-Day, Sick The Whole Week!

2003-06-21T18:57:01Z

Yeah I was sick the whole week...My B-Day sucked, because I couldn't go to the mall as planned...Sheldon did come over though, and my mom took us to Wal Mart instead...Sheldon bought me Robotech The Macross Saga Collection 1 dvd box set...Then we went to the Pathmark to get food...Then we went back to the house...

I felt like shit, me and Sheldon didn't do much...Instead we just watched some Yu Gi Oh episodes from my dvds, and mostly hungout...

We also had ice cream cake for my B-Day...Amazingly enough I had two pieces of it...Sheldon had 3! I'm suprised he didn't get sick from eating too much cake...

Then around 9:00 me and dad took Sheldon home...

Well now, by Tuesday I got worse! Pounding headache, really bad sore throat, and cough...Yeah I had everything...Mom took me to the doctors, and I got medication...I'm taking two medications now...One for the cold, and the other for the cough...

By Thursday and Friday I was feeling better...The medications were kicking in...

Now- I still have the cold just a bit...I mostly have a lot of crap in my throat...

I'd say by Monday it should be gone...Hopefully, since Monday I'm suppose to hangout with Sheldon...

Well that's all the news for now...

Busy- Kinda

2003-06-15T04:42:58Z

Well I've been downloading more Yu Gi Oh episodes...Now I'm up to episode 92 Dubbed...Kids WB is so way behind in showing the episodes while Canada is so far ahead...

I've been playing Yu Gi Oh Stairway To The destined Duel a lot...I've preety much beaten all the characters and now I'm at a stage where I have to pass tests in a duel... Example for one duel I can only play will Spellcasters, magic and trap cards...While in another duel I can only play with insects, and trap and magic cards...Now I'm up to a point where I can only play monsters with defense of 1000 or less...Meaning my attack points can be high...I'm really trying my best to beat this game...

In other news- I've been thinking about getting The Sims for the PC...It looks very interesting, and also for the fact that I can download any skins I want for the game...I've already downloaded some Yu Gi Oh characters...Now I just got to get the game...

Today Rybon and Larry invited the family over being as Father's Day is tomorrow...Anyways at the same time Sheldon came along as well...We also had a cake for me being that my birthday is on Monday...So yeah Rybon bought a cake and stuff...However no presents! How rude...

Monday mom and dad are going to take me and Sheldon to the mall...No not the usual mall we always go to....It's a different mall this time...

Well that's all the news for now...

Not Much Happening...

2003-06-03T20:27:04Z

Well not much is happening...I'm always hanging out with Sheldon...Mostly on the weekend now on Saturdays...

I've been playing my GBA SP a lot...Only I've been playing my Yu Gi Oh Stairway To The Destined Duel this time...I have a strong card deck, and I've been preety much beating everyone on the game...Now it's getting to the point where I want more action...Also for the fact - is there a ending to this game???

I haven't been playing The Duelist Soul as much...Probably because I'm playing the Stairway To The Destined Duel...

I've gotten Shonen Jump issue 7 now which came out early then expected...At the same time Sheldon bought me Forbidden Memories for the Playstation...Lets just say that playing the GBA games are much easier then Forbidden Memories...I'm stuck on the beginning...There's like no way to beat Seto because I have such weak cards in my deck...And I don't know how to fuse my cards either...

Anyways I've also been downloading the episodes of Yu Gi Oh as well...I'm up to episode 124 subbed..And I'm up to episode 85 dubbed...

Yes my Yu Gi Oh craving hasn't ended yet...I'm still craving more! Only now I want to get the Yu Gi Oh soundtracks original japanese...

My B-Day is coming up soon - the 16th...And around that time the Yu Gi Oh graphic novel comes out...I'll be getting that...

And that's all the news for now...

GBA SP

2003-05-23T17:16:13Z

Well last week Sheldon ordered the Gameboy Advance SP Black...He got it in the mail the fallowing day from NY...I saw him on Sunday...And he gave me the GBA SP...I still have a feeling that he did the bext day delivery thats why he got it the next day...

We hungout...We watched my Yu Gi Oh Dvds...Yeah I'm getting him into Yu Gi Oh now... >:D

Around 9:30 me and dad took him home...

This week I've been playing the GBA SP...I made it to the 3rd chapter in Yu Gi Oh Duelist Soul. Hehehehe....At the same time I've been downloading more Yu Gi Oh subbed episodes...I'm up to 95 now...

Today I'll be seeing Sheldon at the mall...

So I guess that's all the news for now....